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What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love I’ve never felt that By the end of the day I never regret You know what something is weird and must have an empty life the gap is filled weird know what life is all live what have you done to this heart is still left like the easy thing i´v seen in this world I also got his cluttered What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love is love is love Although i don´t know much It is hard to believe this heart Just before you leave I don´t know why i´m felling so strange What make you appear in my eyes What always keep yo...

hati ku... hati mu... menjadi satu cinta... ku rasa hadir mu.. menyempurnakan aku... tapi... cinta bukan milik kita... semua...harus berakhir... cinta kau dan aku... takkan mungkin bersatu.. untuk saat ini.. di dunia ini.. mungkin kita bersama...... nanti di atas sana.. biar ku setia menjaga cinta mu... SeLaMAnya..........

apa yg harus aku lakukan..saban hari aku cuba lupakan nya..namun tak boleh..sukar sekali.. aku sayang kan dia..terlalu sayang..awak..kenapa cinta kita begini akhirnya.. sedangkan awak masih sayangkan saya namun kita tak dapat bersama.. kuatkah aku tuk hadapi ujian-Mu ni? sekali lagi insan yang ku sayang dirampas pergi? aku cuba..kuatkan diri aku..tetapi aku tak tahu sampai bila mampu tuk bertahan.. awak..awak suruh berjanji agar tak nangis lagi..saya tahu awak tak suka tgk saya ngis tapi saya tak bole janji..awak..saya hormati segala keputusan awak..saya nak awak tahu saya sayang kan awak sangat2 dan mustahil saya akan jatuh cinta lagi.. tak pernah saya menangis shingga tgn saya menggigil tak behenti..semalam adalah pertama kali.. kita saling mencintai tetapi kita tidak dapat bersama...besar sungguh pengorbanan ini.. mungkin kah ini cinta sejati..? anothai..saya cuba jadi macam awak.~

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, with my hand phone beside me, I turned on the radio. I was thinking about myself, my wedding that only left three months. A few minutes later, the radio played a song entitled “Love Story" singing by Taylor Swift who is famous singer now. Every each line of the song attracted me and also reminder me about the past, about my love story. About the beginning I know about love and had fallen in love. I closed my eyes and the phrases of the songs entered to my mind. We were both young when I first saw you, I closed my eyes and the flash back starts I'm standing there, on the balcony in the summer air, see the lights see the party the ball gowns, see you make your way through the crowd and say hello, little did I know, cause you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles, and my daddy said stay away from Juliet, but I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don’t go and I said, Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone, I’ll be waiting all...