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....OMBAK RINDU.... Tersentak... terpana akan kehidupan yang bagaikan roda terkapai-kapai melawan ombak di lautan namun kekuatan diri hanyut bersama derasnya air yang mengalir hanya pasrah dan kejujuran dalam diri kental diiringi imbauan kembali mereka yang telah pergi.. Rindu.... rindukan kesempurnaan hidup pilunya hati dikelilingi suasana berliku walaupun tersergam di sisi mahligai istana lengkap segala ia hanyalah pelengkap diri yang tiada makna ketidak tenangan hati terus menghantui menyesalkah??? Kesepian...kehampaan....kerinduan... bagaikan teman saban hari hari tiada siapa yang mengerti Suara yang nyaring diiringi pandangan nan menusuk... perintah yang tiada bantahan walau hati tak lekang dek ngomelan tak siapa mendengar hanya dinding dan hiasan yang berwarna sama warna dengan hati tak keruan tak pasti sampai bila... Namun terlihat seketika senyuman menawan..layanan istimewa.. dan ketawa kedengaran serta...kebenaran terpaksa penyeksaan hampir terlerai... SAYANG kah??? CINTA kah...

DIA telah telah menentukannya kita bertemu dan bercinta Inilah oh takdirnya Bukan kerana harta Inilah citra cahaya cinta Pintu hatiku telah kau buka Tak mampu ku menafikannya Kejujuran diberi Kasih datang terhenti Ini bahagia yang ku cari Sayangi daku Peluklah daku Janji dengan ku Semai cinta nan satu Tuhan memuji Takkan berhenti Hanya ku pinta Sama setia menjaga Hingga ke alam syurga

One man loves you That man loves you with all his heart Everyday like a shadow he follows you around When that man smiles he is crying on the inside How much longer Do I have to just look at you alone This love like the wind This worthless love If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me come a little bit closer Just a little bit I'm the one who loves you Right now by your side That man is crying That man is very shy So he learned how to laugh There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends That man's heart is full of scars So that man Loved you because you were the same Just another fool Just another fool Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave? I want to be loved..its true Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and That man is by your side again today Do you know that I'm that man? You wouldn't act this way if you knew You wouldn't know because y...

What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love I’ve never felt that By the end of the day I never regret You know what something is weird and must have an empty life the gap is filled weird know what life is all live what have you done to this heart is still left like the easy thing i´v seen in this world I also got his cluttered What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love is love is love Although i don´t know much It is hard to believe this heart Just before you leave I don´t know why i´m felling so strange What make you appear in my eyes What always keep yo...

hati ku... hati mu... menjadi satu cinta... ku rasa hadir mu.. menyempurnakan aku... tapi... cinta bukan milik kita... semua...harus berakhir... cinta kau dan aku... takkan mungkin bersatu.. untuk saat ini.. di dunia ini.. mungkin kita bersama...... nanti di atas sana.. biar ku setia menjaga cinta mu... SeLaMAnya..........

apa yg harus aku lakukan..saban hari aku cuba lupakan nya..namun tak boleh..sukar sekali.. aku sayang kan dia..terlalu sayang..awak..kenapa cinta kita begini akhirnya.. sedangkan awak masih sayangkan saya namun kita tak dapat bersama.. kuatkah aku tuk hadapi ujian-Mu ni? sekali lagi insan yang ku sayang dirampas pergi? aku cuba..kuatkan diri aku..tetapi aku tak tahu sampai bila mampu tuk bertahan.. awak..awak suruh berjanji agar tak nangis lagi..saya tahu awak tak suka tgk saya ngis tapi saya tak bole janji..awak..saya hormati segala keputusan awak..saya nak awak tahu saya sayang kan awak sangat2 dan mustahil saya akan jatuh cinta lagi.. tak pernah saya menangis shingga tgn saya menggigil tak behenti..semalam adalah pertama kali.. kita saling mencintai tetapi kita tidak dapat bersama...besar sungguh pengorbanan ini.. mungkin kah ini cinta sejati..? anothai..saya cuba jadi macam awak.~