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DIA telah telah menentukannya kita bertemu dan bercinta Inilah oh takdirnya Bukan kerana harta Inilah citra cahaya cinta Pintu hatiku telah kau buka Tak mampu ku menafikannya Kejujuran diberi Kasih datang terhenti Ini bahagia yang ku cari Sayangi daku Peluklah daku Janji dengan ku Semai cinta nan satu Tuhan memuji Takkan berhenti Hanya ku pinta Sama setia menjaga Hingga ke alam syurga

One man loves you That man loves you with all his heart Everyday like a shadow he follows you around When that man smiles he is crying on the inside How much longer Do I have to just look at you alone This love like the wind This worthless love If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me come a little bit closer Just a little bit I'm the one who loves you Right now by your side That man is crying That man is very shy So he learned how to laugh There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends That man's heart is full of scars So that man Loved you because you were the same Just another fool Just another fool Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave? I want to be loved..its true Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and That man is by your side again today Do you know that I'm that man? You wouldn't act this way if you knew You wouldn't know because y...

What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love I’ve never felt that By the end of the day I never regret You know what something is weird and must have an empty life the gap is filled weird know what life is all live what have you done to this heart is still left like the easy thing i´v seen in this world I also got his cluttered What make you appear in my eyes What always keep you appear If I lie down and closed my eyes Why is your face reminded Not seem a big deal then to calm down my heart you´re not the passing filing that much is clear: its love Must be love is love is love Although i don´t know much It is hard to believe this heart Just before you leave I don´t know why i´m felling so strange What make you appear in my eyes What always keep yo...

hati ku... hati mu... menjadi satu cinta... ku rasa hadir mu.. menyempurnakan aku... tapi... cinta bukan milik kita... semua...harus berakhir... cinta kau dan aku... takkan mungkin bersatu.. untuk saat ini.. di dunia ini.. mungkin kita bersama...... nanti di atas sana.. biar ku setia menjaga cinta mu... SeLaMAnya..........

apa yg harus aku lakukan..saban hari aku cuba lupakan nya..namun tak boleh..sukar sekali.. aku sayang kan dia..terlalu sayang..awak..kenapa cinta kita begini akhirnya.. sedangkan awak masih sayangkan saya namun kita tak dapat bersama.. kuatkah aku tuk hadapi ujian-Mu ni? sekali lagi insan yang ku sayang dirampas pergi? aku cuba..kuatkan diri aku..tetapi aku tak tahu sampai bila mampu tuk bertahan.. awak..awak suruh berjanji agar tak nangis lagi..saya tahu awak tak suka tgk saya ngis tapi saya tak bole janji..awak..saya hormati segala keputusan awak..saya nak awak tahu saya sayang kan awak sangat2 dan mustahil saya akan jatuh cinta lagi.. tak pernah saya menangis shingga tgn saya menggigil tak behenti..semalam adalah pertama kali.. kita saling mencintai tetapi kita tidak dapat bersama...besar sungguh pengorbanan ini.. mungkin kah ini cinta sejati..? anothai..saya cuba jadi macam awak.~

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, with my hand phone beside me, I turned on the radio. I was thinking about myself, my wedding that only left three months. A few minutes later, the radio played a song entitled “Love Story" singing by Taylor Swift who is famous singer now. Every each line of the song attracted me and also reminder me about the past, about my love story. About the beginning I know about love and had fallen in love. I closed my eyes and the phrases of the songs entered to my mind. We were both young when I first saw you, I closed my eyes and the flash back starts I'm standing there, on the balcony in the summer air, see the lights see the party the ball gowns, see you make your way through the crowd and say hello, little did I know, cause you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles, and my daddy said stay away from Juliet, but I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don’t go and I said, Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone, I’ll be waiting all...

Apa itu cinta? apa yang dinamakan cinta ? Kenapa kita harus bercinta? Kenapa kita perlukan cinta??? Mengapa orang kata cinta itu indah?? Kenapa cinta itu membutakan kita?? Apakah cinta akan membahagiakan kita? hidup kita???? Kenapa orang senang bercinta? Kenapa orang senang memberi cinta?? Kenapa orang sanggup melakukan apa sahaja demi cinta?? Kenapa kita di perbodohkan oleh cinta.??? Kenapa cinta mempermainkan kita..???? Kenapa cinta itu wujud? kenapa cinta itu hadir?? Hadir tanpa kita sedari? Adakah kerna kita butuh kan cinta?? Mengapa C.I.N.T.A menyakitkan....?? Adakah kita tidak bisa hidup tanpa cinta..? C.I.N.T.A? cinta ?? banyak maksud sebenarnya cinta bukan untuk sesuatu yg bernama manusia cinta juga boley juga kepada haiwan, tumbuhan dan yg penting yg di atas tuh cinta sangat tinggi takrifnya cinta tk penah tak setia cuma hati kite jea setia atau tidak menerima n memberi cinta cinta akan memberi kan kebahgiaan jika kita tahu erti sebenarnya cinta. ...

even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop my heart keeps going towards you it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease why is my love like this one by one, i count and count the memories my heart can't rest for even a moment it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control why can't i even throw them away really, my heart must have done something somehow i must have become a fool that's blind from love just one place, everyday one place looking at the sad light that is you even the tear glands must be broken my tears won't stop i love only you, only you can't you just tell me? even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out you're always far from me it'll be a love that becomes painful scars why can't i erase it really, my heart must have done something somehow i must have become a fool that's blind from love just one place, everyday one place looking at the sad light that is you even the tear glands mus...

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